Mark 6
Familiarity leads to doubt. Others
cannot accept you if they think they know you. Knowledge stunts faith in that
faith must move beyond what one knows to a new understanding. Jesus amazes his
hometown and yet they cannot move in faith to accept him.
Jesus sends out the Twelve, and yet
they hardly have faith and understanding in Jesus. As they are sent they are
told to have total faith in God’s ability to provide. Which is funny because
when they return they do not have faith in God’s ability to feed 5,000. In the
midst of the story of Disciples’ faith we find John and Herod. Jesus, in fame,
has surpassed John and Herod takes note. There must be more to the John/Herod
story but we do not hear it. With the downfall of John and with Jesus’ rise in
fame we get a hint that a conflict will happen.
A timeline of events will help to
make clear a number of themes that are happening concerning faith in this
chapter.
1. Jesus sends out the Twelve
2. They return thrilled at their
experiences but exhausted.
3. Immediately they go with Jesus
to rest in a quiet place, but crowds follow.
4. Jesus orders the Disciples to
feed the 5,000
5. Jesus orders the Disciples to
shepherd the 5,000 into manageable sized groups.
6. The crowd eats with abundance.
7. Immediately Jesus sends the 12
away in a boat, while he goes to pray.
8. The 12 struggle against the wind
all night, Jesus appears walking on water.
What happened to the Disciples’
thrill about the power when they were sent out? Did exhaustion overtake them?
Why did Jesus push them so hard when he knew they were on the edge?
Faith is hard to hold on to when
exhausted. Grudging obedience creates hard hearts that are not open to the
thrill of faith and the power one has in faith. Rest is important to faith, but
rest often does not come when it is needed. The thrill of faith in one moment
can turn to bitter griping the next when life throws wind and demanding crowds
into your way. Were the Disciples expecting a pat on the back for their service
in the field? They certainly wanted time alone with Jesus but instead they got
another day of heavy service followed by a night of hard work. Often the work
seems to have no end and one feels obligated to trudge on in obedience. That
mindset only gets you to a point of pulling against the wind all night long,
instead of walking on water in faith. Spend time in prayer, even in the midst
of work. Faith is work expressed in true power. But that faith only comes
through trusting in God to provide, for the journey, for the meal, for the
crowds, for the way across the lake at night.